Heavenly Father my road of journey to happiness has been so long, so exhausting, so energizing, so filled with mixed emotions. This journey was like carrying a 1 ton knapsack book bag on my back and I am climbing the mountain, each day at a time till I see you waiting up there for me. But you know what the walk, and climb was all worth it.
So much has changed, so many different turns has occurred, but with you as my compass, I know that my journey is safe and I will never be lost without you. Lord you have shown me so much, taught me so much, and while I am still your pupil at your class, I know I have passed certain tests of life, all in the help from you. I am now older, I am now wiser, I am now experienced. Life had thrown me a curve ball, but with your heavenly strength, you shown me that you are real, that your love does exist and that you are unstoppable.
Thank you Lord for opening the doors, for me, thank you for holding the doors for me, thank you for picking me up when I fell, thank you for holding my hands through every transition, and I know your love is unconditional, I know your love is unstoppable, its uncontrollable, its undeniable, and thank you Lord for showing that to me.
I feel more closer to you, more pure to you, more connected. Thank you Lord for your blessings and continue to shower me with your gift of love, continue to stand by my heart, continue to show me the light of your happiness, and most of all continue to keep me strong through it all and keep me to blossom the love you've blessed my heart. Thank you father, in the name of the son and holy spirit. Amen.
Edited: 05.12.2008
I scream, I yell, I cry till my eyes are blood shot red, and the only person that sees, that only person that heard my cries. You see my pain Lord, You hear my cries, you feel my pain, you understand it all. At times I feel helpless, I feel like if only one moment can take all the pain away, I would feel better but I hear your voice, I feel your love. 2007 has been an experience in a nutshell. Through it I questioned it all, but I know you are standing by my side and telling me that there are blessings in disguise. You made me fall deeper with you faith with the Calvary church. Being there makes me feel more and more closer to you. God I dont know why certain things happen in my life, but I will continue to trust your faith. Iam only the passenger in this car you drive, and I let you lead the way. I trust you will not get me lost to my mission and i put my faith that you will Only do what is best for me. I know that you only know what is right for me. I know that you will keep close to your heart and you will protect me at all cost. I know you made a plan for me, and by all means Father I will follow it. Thank you for giving me your ongoing strength, thankyou for loving me when I felt no love at all, Thankyou for being there when I wanted to give up, Thankyou for not making me bitter to those that crossed my path the wrong way and Thankyou Lord for blessing me in so many ways. Thank You Father.
Father you have been there since I took my first breath in my mothers womb, to the rough childhood days, to the mesmerizing teen years, to the challenging adulthood.
Since I first became fully of who lam I was faced with a lot of challenges, I may not know if they were lessons of life, or devil minded planned acts, but I do know through the struggle you held my hand all the way. You were the eyes I see through, the lungs I breathe, the Advil to my pain, the strength to my weakness. You were it all.
And I know I ve faced some hard battles that made me want to resort to giving up, but prayers in you didn't allow that to happen.
I thank you for the unconditional love. I thank you for the blessed gifts you showered me with.
I ve been through several storms, and each one had been more challenging than the others, but no matter what I always came to you to save my sinking ship.
With this ship I have several destinations and I am on one right now, please guide me safely for I am afraid that although I survived all the storms, 1 day I may meet my match, don't let it be that day.
Thank you for making my heart a duplication of you and thank you for giving me the gift to touch people. I dedicate this and all my successes to you.
In the name of the Father, the son, and The Holy Spirit.
Love Karisma
EDITORS NOTE: In 2007, I fell in love with a South Florida's church with an amazing minister called Pastor Bob at Calvary Chapel. He really made me look at church differently. I valued all his preachings. Since Im not located in that area, its been hard to keep up with his amazing preachings. I since than stumbled on a pastor named Joel Osteen, who touch millions with his gift. I was immediately captivated by his preachings, and his religious sessions inspire me daily, so much so Iam even a collector of his books. I can't be at either one live, but they are both so amazing that I only be at church online. Pastor Bob is my home church, but they both leave a special mark in my life, and they have helped me through a lot of tough times. I encourage you to take a listen to either one, hopefully they can make a life changing experience in your life as they did in mines...
Be blessed. God Bless
