I believe that sometimes love can be overrated. It's hyped up with so much before when you enter in the transition, but in the end it equals into something else. First love can leave a mark on our hearts that make us forever remembering the feeling.

I fell in love for the first time at the young, tender age of 14. For a 14 year old I was pretty smart and mature for my age mentally, so I had an idea what love was about.

It started out like most stories, when you least expect it. I had a first love with someone that I wont ever forget.
He was the sweetest, kindest and cutest boy I had ever met. We quickly grew together and in a short time fell in love. He treated me like no other at the time. He had so much respect for me.

I thought our romantic endless love would turn into marriage one day. I would daydream of his seed creating a love child, but the fantasy were all taken away the day I called his house and found out I lost my best friend forever.

The first man that I had loved had walked away forever. He didn't even tell me goodbye. He was having family problems and apparently his mother thought by shipping him off at 15 to huge unknown state would be the best solution. He ended being there all his teen years and still remains there. I haven't seen him or heard from him for awhile. It took about 2 years for me to get over him completely.

He loved me and found me to be very special. We shared a year and a half together before he took a piece of my heart with him. It left me with a broken heart, but it was an experience I will always remember...

where ever you are I hope peace and happiness is with you. I will always remember you..

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